Today started off so horribly. So, so horribly. I got two hours of sleep after fighting with someone and woke up in a state of extreme anxiety and depression. I skipped my first two classes. I didn’t pay attention to my third. By the time I got home, I almost puked from being so upset. I’ve never gotten that feeling before and I hope I never have it again.
And now I’m sitting here attempting to make my life better while feeling under-appreciated by everyone I know.
I just want to disappear and watch as my friends and family crumble because they don’t:
a. have someone to pick on anymore
b. have someone who listens to all their problems
c. have someone who drops everything she is doing just to help them